Otto Update : Pain and Misery

 Hey Everyone,

  I'm still breathing but the last few days have been total Hel on earth for me. The weather here got really humid, cold and rainy. All of which makes my pain levels skyrocket. So the last few days I've been bed ridden and miserable. It feels like my body is on fire while I'm being stabbed by a thousand needles all over my body with bonus pain for any movement. I'm taking hot baths and doing Rune Magik to stay alive. So that's why I haven't been posting anything. Sorry. 

  This morning(4 am) my cheap ass Ikea bookshelf collapsed. So I have to deal with that somehow today. It's a pile of press board and books right now. And I'm in so much pain I'm sitting here shaking...barely able to even type this. 

  I hope your lives are much better.

-Otto Von Danger

SGT/USMC and Artist at Large 

Semper Fidelis 


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  1. Otto Von DangerSeptember 19, 2021 at 12:05 PM

    the sun is back...pain went down a bit. Hopefully I'll be back at my normal things by tomorrow.

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  2. UnknownSeptember 20, 2021 at 3:12 PM

    So sorry Otto, wish there were something to help. Thankfully by Wednesday the humidity here is supposed to go away and we plummet into the 60s, I can't fucking wait, when the humidity and dew point go up, I too go down. I hope by the time you read this, you're feeling some relief, if there's anything you could use let me know, btw what is Rune Magik and does it help...Maria

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    1. Otto Von DangerSeptember 20, 2021 at 9:47 PM

      It's the old ways...Magik healing.

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    2. UnknownSeptember 22, 2021 at 2:22 PM

      Shit Otto, I may need to practice some of that, went to the doctors yesterday and they found a nodule on back of my throat, mri on friday, as I'm a long time smoker I'm a tad worried, ah well such is life Maria

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    3. Otto Von DangerSeptember 22, 2021 at 3:09 PM

      It takes years to master...but I will send some your way. If you want to do more research look up the "Elder futhark" I recommend the books by Edred Throsson

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