OVD Update


 Hey Everyone,

  So I'm not doing well physically or mentally these days. My pain has been getting worse which means I have to get used to a new level of pain. Everything is hard to do. The sweet old lady that makes my pot cookies has had a stroke so I may not get anymore. I'm supper low on smokable weed and my fridge is empty. I haven't had any real sleep in over 4 days because of the pain. It's wearing me down as you can imagine. I've done all the flaming hoops for Swords to Plowshares but They still haven't paid the rent for the last two months or told me what they will do to help in the future exactly. I haven't seen a human in days and TV's and movies have been shit lately. Here's some rating on a 1 to 10

Spiderman-no way home : 3 : predictable, bad acting, bad lazy writing 

The Adam project : 4 : predictable

The Last Kingdom : 3 : the final season is predictable and boring even. 

All of us Dead : 2 : A South Korean, Zombie series that is just horrible, bad writing, bad acting, bad special effects. I was excited by this coming out only to be hugely disappointed

Vikings Valhalla: 9 : the only good show out but it's only 8 episodes and leaving you on a cliff waiting for season 2. 

So I'm also still looking for a room mate. The ad I posted is still up but I only got one email from a crazy person. I have two weeks to find one or I'm screwed. If you know someone looking that would be a good match please have them contact me ASAP. If I make a new Ad(the old one goes down) I will post it on this blog. 

  So all in all I'm not doing good. I'm stressed, hungry, tired, in massive pain, lonely. I have no clue what I will do if I don't find a room mate. It's hard to clean or even keep myself clean. I'm becoming a mess. And I just want to go to Ukraine and fight but I'm a f*cking cripple. 

-Otto Von Danger]

SGT/USMC and Artist at Large

Semper Fidelis 


Comments

  1. BobMarch 17, 2022 at 10:28 AM

    I'm sorry you're having a really hard time. I know how constant pain wears you down so even relatively small things are just too much to handle. WTF is wrong with the people who are supposed to be helping you? When a person is pretty much at the end of their rope they can't wait indefinitely for others to get their shit together. Is there anyone who can light a fire under them? Or set them on fire?
    I've posted your ad where I can but it doesn't seem to help any.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Otto Von DangerMarch 17, 2022 at 10:35 AM

      Yeah the people looking for places right now are young and screwed up. As for Swords to plowshares...I've done all I can. I jumped through all their flaming hoops and they know how disabled I am. It's just the system that is designed to fuck us over so the government can save money and give it to the Ultra Wealthy.
      I'm hoping someone will have a friend moving in the area that fits in well. Being cut off from Fascistbook and Twitler hinders me finding that person. I will try a mass email in the next few days. If not I take the long walk.

      Delete
  2. BobMarch 18, 2022 at 5:10 PM

    Can you not make alternate accounts?

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Otto Von DangerMarch 18, 2022 at 7:18 PM

      No...they have my IP locked down...and they know who I am from Burning Man. One of the reasons I stopped building art there and even going is it had turned into a Tech Bro, millionaires, fake celebrities and some Russian mafia types...who stayed away from the Norsk Marine...lol. There are no working class people there anymore and way less people of color. Things change. it's sad but that's the way it happens.

      Delete
    2. Otto Von DangerMarch 18, 2022 at 7:19 PM

      It's a pain as I had a huge following and could spread word fast...now people think I'm dead lol

      Delete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Truth Bomb By OVD : Ukraine (Proxy) War updaye

Image
 Hey Everyone,   So the war in Ukraine has been bloody but not much has happened the last month in regards to land controlled by either side. The HIMARS are doing serious damage to Russian command and supplies and they only have 4 of them. The Russians said they took them out but that has been proven to be a lie. The only reason Ukraine isn't dominating and taking their land back is the west isn't supplying enough. It's obvious the west IS considering this a Proxy war. That means their goal is to bleed Russia by keeping the war going. This is why the Ukrainians are not getting enough support. I warned of this but now it's clear that it is the case now.    There is talk of giving them 30 HIMARS and F-15's, F-16's, F-18's(Hornets are used by the USMC like the A-10's) and A-10's. But it's just talk and these will require training. Maybe next year is what I'm hearing. Thousands of Ukrainians will die because of these delay's. Also if the Repu
Read more

Truth Bomb By OVD: Ukraine war update

Image
 Hey Everyone,   So the front lines haven't moved much but the fighting is fierce along the whole line. It's still winter but spring is around the corner so both sides are gearing up for spring offenses. The newly promised Tanks from the west still haven't arrived and there isn't enough of them to make a difference. The Russians are losing thousands of Troops but their real purpose will be seen soon enough. You have to understand Russian war doctrine to see what the real Russian plan is. So lets talk about that. The Russians throughout history have used the same playbook. They invade or instigate a war thinking they will win fast. Then they lose badly as their forces are poorly trained and corruption ensures they are poorly equipped. They respond just like they are now by conscripting massive amounts of men and plugging the holes and holding the line. The second unsaid part of that is these conscripts are also being used to keep pressure on their enemy and use up their
Read more

Truth Bomb by OVD : Personal update

Image
 Hey everyone,   If anyone is even still reading this...My feeling of isolation is getting bad. Really bad. Being cut off from Facebook was bad enough. I haven't heard from a lot of friends from real life for more than a year now. Twitter helped and I made some new friends and was able to connect to a bunch of fellow Veterans. That's gone now too. So now I kind of drift from day to day with little to no contact with the outside world. It's demoralizing to say the least. I'm down right depressed and don't see any future for myself anymore. I've always been a very social person and now I have no way to reach anyone but this and the numbers of people that even read this anymore has dwindled to a couple. Soon I'll probably stop bothering with this either.    My pain levels are through the roof. I got only an hour of sleep last night(and why I'm typing this at 5 am. Pain meds and pot cookies combined didn't help. My left leg is now starting to get as bad
Read more