Otto Update

 Hey Everyone,

  So my "new room mate" came by a week ago and put $200 down on the place and said she'd have the rest on the 1st. I gave her a key and said she could start moving stuff if she wanted too. I haven't seen her since. So yesterday I texted her asking when she planned to move in...no reply...so I texted today asking if everything was alright...no reply. So I'm sitting here wondering if I'll even have a room mate or if I'll get evicted. On top of that Swords to Plowshares hasn't done anything. I have no food left. A local friend said he'd bring some groceries over later. But I haven't eaten in days. No food and no want from stress. The long walk is looking better and better by the minute. No one really reads this so it doesn't matter. I'm out of weed and cookies too so the pain is off the charts. Maybe Jamie will show up with rent and things will turn around...but It doesn't look that way. I'll know by tonight...if she doesn't show or at least call/text I'll probably take that long walk tonight...as there is no reason to continue like this. No one cares(or very few that are hundreds of miles away). I'm sitting here...shaking in pain...depressed out of my mind and feel hopeless. This is not an April fools joke either. 

-OVD

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  1. Otto Von DangerApril 1, 2022 at 5:27 PM

    Well I finally got a text from Jamie...she isn't moving in so I'm f*cked.

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